“Life is too short to hold grudges, if I die tomorrow your hate will live forever.”— A bad place in my mind (via tiedyekey)
I wish you knew the magnitude of how much I care for you. I wish you knew just how alone I’ve become and how ok I am with it. I wish you believed me when I say I don’t talk to anyone. My days are silent. I wish my best friend didn’t die and I wish that wasn’t the only reason why you decided to talk to me again. I wish you knew that every time you come back just to disappear is like putting a bandage over a wound just to stab through it. I wish I knew by now that you’re never here to help me heal. Regardless of how it feels. I wish you knew you’re all I ever think about. I wish I could stop. I wish I could move on like you did. I wish I wasn’t so dumb. I wish I didn’t feel so strongly about things that don’t exist. I wish we never met only so I would never know what love is. Ignorance is bliss and I wish I was ignorant. I wish we could talk but at this point, I really don’t ever want to talk to you again. I wish it didn’t go this way every single time. I wish I learned my lesson. I wish wishes would come true. I truly wish you knew…
It’s not your fault that I love you.
Sent our brother off the only way he would have wanted. A celebratory weekend to coat the sadness. Still can’t believe it but this is as real as it gets.
i really like your style
picture perfect smile
and you not that wild
don’t be out
you be in the house
wake up and work out
keep it tight
you be eating right
don’t be drinking sprite
don’t do soda
you be doing yoga
i’m tryna bend it over
going deep
like a breath
let’s release
get undressed
you and me
we can be
everything
nothing less
you the best
but you’re timing is the worst
i confess
i gotta focus on me first
right now.
i know that you’re the right one
but i can’t do it right now…














