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I wish you knew the magnitude of how much I care for you. I wish you knew just how alone I’ve become and how ok I am with it. I wish you believed me when I say I don’t talk to anyone. My days are silent. I wish my best friend didn’t die and I wish that wasn’t the only reason why you decided to talk to me again. I wish you knew that every time you come back just to disappear is like putting a bandage over a wound just to stab through it. I wish I knew by now that you’re never here to help me heal. Regardless of how it feels. I wish you knew you’re all I ever think about. I wish I could stop. I wish I could move on like you did. I wish I wasn’t so dumb. I wish I didn’t feel so strongly about things that don’t exist. I wish we never met only so I would never know what love is. Ignorance is bliss and I wish I was ignorant. I wish we could talk but at this point, I really don’t ever want to talk to you again. I wish it didn’t go this way every single time. I wish I learned my lesson. I wish wishes would come true. I truly wish you knew…

i really like your style

picture perfect smile

and you not that wild

don’t be out

you be in the house

wake up and work out

keep it tight

you be eating right

don’t be drinking sprite

don’t do soda

you be doing yoga

i’m tryna bend it over

going deep

like a breath

let’s release

get undressed

you and me

we can be

everything

nothing less

you the best

but you’re timing is the worst

i confess

i gotta focus on me first

right now.

i know that you’re the right one

but i can’t do it right now…